i've always been safe. i choose "safe" clothes, minimal make up, simple accessories, nothing that would make me standout from the rest (except for my height). i hate taking risks and would rather observe from afar, waiting who would concede in a heated debate over who's the more powerful God or which politician could offer salvation to our country. not that im not talkative, coz i am, believe me. i just wont go an extra mile just to prove a point or engage myself in a discussion that may result to EOF (end of friendship) hehehe. im just a laid-back gal who considers a bottle of coke and a few(?) sticks of cigarettes the highlight of my day. did i mention i hate taking risks?hehehe. because of that, i fear many things, leading me to miss out on things a normal woman my age encounters every now and then.
ayan nawala na naman ang iniisip ko.grrrr.basta,masaya ako. i feel liberated. free of my fears (well, a few of them). i never though something i dreaded for a long time could feel so good. im not talking about sex. im talking about allowing yourself to explore possibilities, things that i have evaded for quite some time now,fearing it would mess up something i value very much: friendship.
at dahil jan, may nagtext! AKO! to anakin: MAY TAMA KA! hahaha salamat sa mga advice mo.kahit nung "nililiberate"ko ang sarili ko e di ko naman sila naisip hahaha. it was like a dream.i was staring at his face and still cannot believe what was happening. kay alyanna at dark sa kanilang pangunawa (pasensya na talaga), pati na din kay aira na walang malay. alam ko malabo ang pinagsasasabi ko, pero baka idelete nila ang account ko pag dumaldal pako dito sa travellerspoint.com. at SA IYO, isa lang masasabi ko: YOU'RE SIMPLY AMAZING!