went to baclaran with anakin and had fun
i was mulling over which company to apply for when anakin sent me a message asking if i wanna go to baclaran. it's the first wednesday of the month, so we went. besides, God misses me a lot. i just know, trust me. although i bet he gets annoyed with my whining and endless spiels containing gratitude and wish lists of what im missing in my life.
going back, we were already praying,kneeling side by side on the pew when i giggled. i thought she didnt hear me giggling. she asked me afterwards what i was giggling about..
a: bat ka nga pala tumatawa kanina?
m: wala lang kasi bigla na lang ako may nasabi na out of context. sabi ko kasi sana si mama healthy, si utoy(my brother) di na matigas ang ulo, si nanay (my lola) stays healthy and thankful that her children loves her,. sana _____na si ____.
we started laughing. then i told her how my prayers went while i was lighting some candles.
m: habang kinukuha ko ang kandila, sabi ko " ako ito (holding the candle), ito ikaw (my unknown partner in the future), eto si mama, si utoy at si nanay. habang sinisindihan ko sha (my candle) ,sabi ko, sana mahanap ko na ang purpose ko sa buhay. not that im complaining about my worry-free life but i want to find the meaning of my mere existence (aside from driving "drivers" gaga over my charms).then i got "his"candle (hopefully,i wont change preference).sabi ko, eto ikaw, sana pag nahanap mo na ko, kumatok ka sa gate ng malakas para marinig ko at makita kita. tapos sabihin mo sakin HOY AKO NA TO! I FOUND YOU! yey.masaya lahat di ba kung mahahanap moko at marerealize kong ikaw na pala yun ( at the back of my mind, that's just the beginning of a new blog entry hehehe.) pano pala kung ikaw yung sinungitan kong driver kasi laos ang mga hirit mo, believe me i always get "harrased" pag nagcacab ako papasok, i can write an article about it
o kaya yung mailman na pilit na pinapareceive ang sulat na di naman para sakin. o kaya ang neighbor na di ko pa namimeet.pano kung tindero ka ng isaw, e di pa naman ako kumakain nun. kailangan makahanap ka ng creative way to present yourself, otherwise, we'll spend a lifetime wasted on waiting for each other. as usual, my prayers for my loved ones were the same.
a: ang kulit mo magdasal. parang nagbblog ka lang hahaha
m: true! simula HS ako ganyan nako magdasal.teka nagugutom nako. what's new???hehehe