you're the beat my heart missed

you make me
feel uneasy in
the most delirious
yet
comforting way
possible.
it's strange how
you can make
awkward moments
so heart-warming.
when you make
me feel like
laughing when
im nearly
in tears. crazy, i know.
you tend to
put me on the
brink of bliss
and insanity.
i'd like to desist
but
i never had the
courage
to stay away
from you.
you may never
know how
much, or how
little i care
about what
other people
think of me.
the sad thing is
i, of all people,
cant even give you a
hint of how
all this comes into play

yours is the face i want
to gaze at when i wake up
in the morning
yours is the warmth
i need to feel in
the dead of the night
yours is the only embrace
i need to calm my soul
yours is the smile that tells
me everything will be alright....