lost in emotion

huy....nasasad na naman ako.siguro iniisip mo, na naman??? well, oo, na naman. im a girl, you know (even if you wish otherwise, sometimes) and im entitled to hormonal imbalance. alam ko na din ang sasabihin mo (wawa naman..) and yet i always turn to you. i dunno why. perhaps, you feed my need for affection or maybe just the mere fact that you always make me feel special. minsan naisip ko, the reason i enjoy your company is because i feel like a woman, not sexually, but i feel a lil dependent, weaker maybe... i know i have quite a strong character, but it doesn't seem to bother you. you can raise your voice at me (hoping you can get away with it) and vice versa, without us quarelling. you dare impose things even my friends wont think of trying. i wont budge though but i enjoy it. the idea of someone unintimidated and bold enough to stand up and face my crankiness give me hope that somewhere, there's someone cut out for me. you make that hope burn. and im grateful for that. i guess i've always been blessed with such good friends. my circle of friends compensates for the things i lack in the romance arena. that's good enough for me.

you do wonders to my soul, you know that? i know i've told you that a few times already, and i mean it all the time. if you only knew how much i appreciate:
> the comforting words (kupal sha! yaan mo sha, wag mo na pinagkakakausap un!)
> you sharing your "precious" time with me(meet kita later ha, may gigibain lang ako hehehe)
> the prompt reply pag nagtext pa lang ako ng "san ka?"(o ano problema mo ng shootah ko?inom na tayo?!!!)
> the surprises ([me:o bat ka nandito???] you:nag emergency leave ako e. sabi mo depressed ka!)
> the moral support (o sige sabihin mo jan kay baluga, magkasama tayo!magimbento ka na ng mga pampaselos, kahit ano, papayag ako.para matauhan na yang si pangit!)
> the understanding (anaknam! siya pa din? kakausapin ko na nga yan.. para sumaya ka na)
> the hugs that never fail to warm my heart.

i guess you're the Kuya i never had (nor wanted).nonetheless, ahlabshu!!!